43. Reflecting on Living in INNER SOURCE

Hello! Welcome to this sacred space … to this quiet moment …

to our reflective, meditative time together!

I’m Bill Bauman, and I’m deeply honored

to invite us to reflect together now on …

… living in inner source!

By now, you and I are clear that, for all of us, our innermost source—

The source of self, of life, of creation and, well, of everything—

is the quantum void.

In my view, perhaps the most mind-blowing discovery of our modern age

is the finding that this mystery-packed, all-powerful, silent quantum void

lives not only way, way far away, out there beyond time and space,

but resides and thrives at the inner core of every one of us.

That means, of course, that you and I have a profound privilege—

we can enjoy a personal and intimate connection

with this enigmatic, mighty, zero-dimensional source.

I find it fascinating that we humans have lived so many centuries

without this important awareness!

Awareness of it was clearly abundant in our very early sacred writings,

such as the Hindu Upanishads and Lao Tzu’s Tao te Ching,

but that awareness soon vanished, as we started to envision “source”

in more anthropomorphized forms, such as varied deities.

Its recent scientific re-discovery has led us to an exciting possibility:

We can intimately connect with its vast emptiness within us;

we can even claim its quantum nothing-ness as our own identity

and, as a result, we can actually experience ourselves living our lives

as quantum human beings.

Do you have your own experience of this connection?

Are you personally bonded with your inner quantum power?

Has your human identity merged with and melted into its endless void?

If you re even a little bit like most quantumly called persons,

your answer may be something like: Yes, but not thoroughly!

That’s okay—the “thoroughly” part really isn’t so important.

What is important is that your quantum source has called you,

is in the process of dissolving your human identity into itself,

and is re-creating you into a new kind of human, a homo quantum.

Let’s spend our precious time together connected to, bonded with and

living in this inner source!

Let’s ‘let go’ in a deliberate way right now,

as we put our unbridled attention on the quantum void within us,

as we witness it giving us an even fuller awareness

of our very own quantum nature and of our inner quantum source!

Let’s let our human selves dissolve before our very eyes,

losing ourselves and our sense of self

as we now experience ourselves no longer as dominantly human,

but as quantum .. as emptiness … as nothing-ness … as void!

While we are melting and being melted in this quantum state of consciousness,

allow me to share an example of an emptiness-filled quantum human.

I once knew a person who had no noticeable ego,

appeared conspicuously selfless and came across as deeply humble.

This person gave no compelling speeches and was in no way famous.

He was simply deeply at peace, both internally and externally.

He wasn’t trying to heal any issues or become anything more.

He was one with life as it was and as it daily presented itself to him,

without ever evaluating or judging it, and without even trying to change it.

His most impressive trait, it seemed to me, was an inner one.

Internally, he was deeply grounded, not in his human self or ego,

not in an energy-based inner power and not even primarily in his light-filled soul.

No, he found his innermost ground, his foundation and source,

in absolute nothingness … in pure emptiness …

in the invisible, intangible, zero-dimensional quantum source.

I share this story with you as possible mirror of yourself,

whether your current self or your emerging self.

When you’re grounded and living in your inner quantum source,

you qualify for a whole different way of being human.

As a “quantum you,” you can accept and embrace everything,

replacing “taking it seriously” with “being at peace” with it.

You can stop efforting, stop trying to grow or become more,

replacing those approaches with simply “being” with what is present.

You can live in the moment, without beliefs about it or attachment to it,

simply celebrating it as ‘what is’ and finding its essence to be “enough.”

These two descriptions—first, of the quantumly grounded human being

and, second, of what you can be and are as a quantum human—

were intended by me as background music for your conscious mind

while the ‘unconscious you’ was being quietly dissolved more deeply

in your quantum source.

At this point, then, I ask you, how are you doing?

What is it like within you, deep within you, right now?

Especially, what is it like being quantum in this moment?

However you answer these questions, either now or in the hours ahead,

I invite you, the ‘quantumly sourced you,’ simply to be at peace.

Know that you’re not about attaining any destination;

you’re about realizing the innate perfection of who and where you are.

You’re not about getting better, bigger or more;

you’re about celebrating the ‘what is’ of you, of others and of life.

You’re not about being super-smart, intelligent or right;

you’re about living in the mystery of life, peacefully.

You’re not about thinking correctly, believing correctly or living correctly;

you’re about letting your quantum source create you magically in each moment.

In short, you’re all about being quantum in a human world!

Thank you for this special, sacred, quantum time together today!

Thank you for living in your inner quantum source the way you do!

And thank you for letting your humble quantum ways bless our earth

and its many varied inhabitants … simply by being you,

by being quantum!